Petals-

2010-10-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ irritated]
[music ~ break, Miyamoto Emiri]
[icon ~ crysella]

Haven't been updating for quite awhile recently. Currently, using colleague's netbook updating during work. Feeling rather irrited due to no customers and all those nonsense the customers always give. Oh well, shan't continue anything related to work for now though.

School reopened this week, and i've already started my bad habit - of skipping school, that is. Kind of couldn't help it - since lessons for everyday are starting from 8 in the morning, which is rather impossible for me to wake up on time though. Oh well, i'll just try for best to for the following week and so on xDD

Holidays are like, nothing, i guess. It's always been work, work and more work. Well, there's slightly abit of studying being done - studying on japanese and music theory for further knowledge and curiosity's sake xDD so holidays pretty much screwed up my sleeping habits as well. Results were released on the last week of holidays, i'm glad though - that it didn't went down. Pretty satisfactory for now, but it won't be that easy for this semester though. Oh well, guess i really have to fix that habit of mine first before anything else goes.

Kinda too bad since we didn't got the time for ice skating - i was rather looking forward to it. Oh well, we'll go another time, i guess. Life's pretty boring for now - all's study, work, and, i guess that's all. I guess i'm still pretty much lost on what i'm gonna do in the future - for now, i think accountancy is the only path. I've been totally cut off for any paths towards design.

Well, life still goes on no matter what. Guess that's all for now. Later~

Rants. Fandom.

2010-08-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ bored]
[music ~ Kajitsu no Keikoku, Kanon Wakeshima]
[icon ~ unknown]

It's National Day today, well, its yesterday though. Meet crystal chin at vivo in the morning to pass her the manga and her present. I'm glad she like the miffys((: I had it planned so long and prepared it before actually passing it to her cos' it's really hard to meet her nowadays - it's either she's busy or i am, well busy with studies, work and stead, i guess. Just had a small chat though, then i left for work. Searched for related information for assignment during work - it's National Day, that's why there's hardly any business - everyone's busy partying, can't be bothered about shopping though. Well, at least it's not an total no sales for me - i'm glad though.

Just finished up part of my task for the assignment so am currently slacking off while waiting for my downloads to end. Read the few latest chapters of bleach, it's finally about gin and matsumoto - i've waited quite a long time for them to appear together xDD Now's really crucial since i don't know what gin's thinking - he's the villain go so long and suddenly he's betraying his own master. Ah, curiosity kills, like seriously, and each chapter's short so i've to wait for a few more out to sort out the plot. Claymore's at a climax too, clare's well-being unknown, miria being oppressed. Oh, and D.gray-man, the latest chapter's out recently and i think allen's gonna turn to noah soon - well, at least according to his appearance - it's bad for the story but i kind of like the evil personality of his xDD Oh well. Guess it's enough of anime and manga rants.

Restored all my itouch settings yesterday and found out that some of the applications i've purchased had to be re-purchase again due to the apps structure being different - well, i'm not sure how to explain it but at least i somehow get it. At least the latest version is installed and i can sort my music files from the beginning - since it's an huge music database, i've got to sort which ones i don't listen anymore so i can save the space cos' itunes backing up loads really slow and darn i hate to wait.

Oh well, i guess that's all for now. Oh, and thanks for the present best friend((: see you soon again though xDD

Rants. One Piece.

2010-08-08T04:26:00.001-07:00

[mood ~ bored]
[music ~ Otome no March, Kanon Wakeshima]
[icon ~ crysella]

Ah. Been so long since i've last posted an entry. It's been so boring these few days. EOP event's finally over - somewhat an weight off my back. Now focusing on the other modules' project. Hope to finish it as soon as possible though.

Went to kallang for ice skating last friday before work., then to pitstop after work. I'm addicted to ice skating - it's super fun xDD Hopefully we'll go again soon.

One Piece Movie Strong World is finally out, subbed. Watched it yesterday, it's really cool. Oda-sensei really is amazing, the series is good, the movies are awesome. Well, i prefer one piece movies over the naruto and bleach ones. Probably they aren't funny enough for me, i suppose. I'm gonna go buy a new hard-drive for all my anime and manga-related series - the current one is almost full xDD Will be downloading movie 7 to 10 later((:

Oh well, i don't really have anything much to post about now, so i guess that's it. Later~

Rants. Random.

2010-06-21T11:56:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ mellow]
[music ~ Namida no Mukou, Stereopony]
[icon ~ crysella]

Well, alot had happened during the past few weeks. Volunteered for JCI, loads of freebies, loads of foreigners, and i had actually conversed with the japanese((: Well, some knowledge been put to use xDD LAUGHS Oh well, the conference actually took up my working time equals out lesser cash but well, i've managed to reach my goal though.

Last week, work's been rather hectic. but i guess i'm okay. At least i don't have to look for another job. So i'll be working all i want during the holidays - so far, it feels like i'm working everyday. LAUGHS. Oh well, more cash for expected aims. After holidays, it's CCK and lesser time for work.

I'm looking forward for new stock((: Hope the boss brings them down within this week - so i can help sort them and feast on my eyes. LAUGHS. Seriously hope that business would be better. Oh well, dyed my hair just a day back, seems to be abit brighter than previously, but not too bright. This week's probably going for CCK orientation, JCI appreciation dinner. I'll head to 'hell' for surgery the end of next week, oh, i so don't want to go. but i have to, for my own good.

Finished with Fullmetal Alchemist last week - it's finally completed. I've re-read from the beginning till the last within 2 days. Well, the ending was satisfactory i suppose. I preferred the ending of Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro instead, rather interesting. Oh well, the other series i'm on doesn't seem to be ending any sooner - they're still somewhere near the peak, some at climax. I don't hope it'll end so soon either - there's not much thrilling series nowadays though. LAUGHS.

Oh well, guess that's about it. Later~

Updates. Rants. Unfair.

2010-05-24T08:05:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ blank]
[music ~ futuristic imagination, school food punishment]
[icon ~ crysella]

Yeah, i'm finally back to updates again. Like always, school is as boring, only friends aren't. Projects, events and cca taking up most of my time. Seriously, i'm not really looking forward to moving to CCK. It's troublesome - in terms of distance and time. I have to wake up early to reach school. Reach home late due to the distance and no time for work equals out lesser cash. Oh well, i guess i'll manage, somehow or other.

Mum got me an itouch plus a laptop for my studies. I'm seriously thankful for the laptop, but for the itouch, i was hesitating quite a bit in the beginning. Still, i'm thankful. The way she spends money, makes me wanna grow up faster to work and provide for her. LAUGHS. I seriously need to earn a lot for mum and myself - we're big-spenders, but I do consider purchasing seriously more like my father.

Unfair. Posted at sky-colored~

Oh well, going to west mall tomorrow accompanying waishi for her handphone plus my craving for the earl grey ice cream xDD LAUGHS. I really hope tomorrow's peaceful, no rushing for projects and such, just normal lessons. Wednesday's mock so i'm not fond of tiring myself.

I guess that's all for now. Later~

Rants. Random.

2010-04-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ tired]
[music ~ いますぐに... , Azu]
[icon ~ crysella]

Updating the last week till current events. Had dinner with 3JS the previous and current friday. Been such a long time since we met up so often. and like always, they are not on time. Oh well. Went geylang last friday for the dumplings - i'm not very fond of the food; besides, only PJM enjoyed it.

Novena for today at ichibanboshi. Ate alot; ordered mostly sides for myself xDD Ate alot, paid alot as well -.-" Something random: Joyce said that people with long bodies are very lazy; and said that mine was very long which equals to me being super lazy. but oh well, i don't deny that fact about being lazy - it's a virtue of mine. She's lazy as well; though not as much as i am xDD

I'm really restless nowadays even though we hadn't started doing much in school. and plus all the standard working hours as schedule - we still studying, not working. It's taking up too much time - wasting away my remaining working hours which equal outs to lesser cash. Oh well.

It seems that i've been too defenseless recently. Hopefully i don't let my guard down. It's really risky once humans starts trusting.

Later~

Rants.

2010-04-13T14:51:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ exhausted]
[music ~ Northern Cross, May\'n]
[icon ~ crysella]

I'm like, finally updating? Oh well, currently still at work. I'm blogging with my mobile - there ain't any customers currently xDD

Rain fell today; really hard. I'm kind of relieved when it rained. It's as if God sympathizes with us. It feels a lot better when it rained. Business was better today - probably because i was too tired to worry about sales. Oh well, today's been such an surprising day which drained me of all my strength.

Oh well, i suppose the world works in a neutral way. The beginning wasn't all that great but the great thing comes after; and sometimes vice versa. I've finally got one of the drama cds on hand and it's kaichou wa maid-sama((: I really hope the seiyuus are sanae kobayashi and tomokazu sugita though - like the previous drama cd i've got. (It turns out to be the anime seiyuus though. oh well.) I really like tomokazu sugita's voice - super sexy that i can't get enough of it xDD

Well, i'll listen to the disc tomorrow. Later~

Rants.

2010-02-24T06:12:00.000-08:00

[mood ~ bored]
[music ~ Serenato, Kalafina]
[icon ~ crysella]

I'm super bored right now. I think i've got something that needs to be done - but i'll just post an entry for the time being. Had the WTB mock paper today - i think i'm not gonna make it. Seriously, my best module is definitely not language-wise. In the afternoon, i was like telling wendy that everyone's good at different modules in our clique - Being POA for me, OFA for waishi, WTB for cheeleng, COB for elieen and wendy's good for overall(?) i suppose so, well, at least most of the modules.

Nothing's going on for today though. Lessons were rather short. Homed and fiddle. Using the computer till now and no sign of stopping yet. I'm kind of sleepy but i've got something to do later on, i suppose.

Well, an short entry for today. That's all for now i guess. Later~

Shattered. Upcoming.

2010-02-19T10:12:00.000-08:00

[mood ~ tired]
[music ~ Orion, Girl Next Door]
[icon ~ crysella]

Yeah, i'm back again. Like finally. One of the new year's resolution of mine went against myself right in the beginning. He's gone, she's sad and am i as well? Everything's pretty empty and hollow. Nothing's filling the hollowness of life. I missed the past. stc, comrades, family, loves - all those moments, only a quarter remained. I guessed i'm quite the fatalist. Oh well, thoughts are just thoughts. There's no point for reality in it anymore. I wonder if the Lord's reality.

Everyday's pretty busy recently - working, studying, playing. Time's not enough. Time's not enough in aspects. Working - business not as good as the past, trying hard to retain as much as possible. Studying - results won't be the same as i'm too tired for it. Playing - Boredom's still around, updates as slow; sometimes i wished for the time to pass.

I'm still confused about the future's path. I've decided for what's in the beginning though unsure if it'll continue. Violin's fun - for leisure purposes, i don't think i'll be using it as my career. I wished i had longer fingers. Oh well, i'm not good, trying hard to absorb, i don't dislike it at all.

Oh well, guess i'll stop here.

New year's resolution.

2010-01-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

[mood ~ sleeply]
[music ~ Shura, DOES]
[icon ~ catharsistic]

Hmm, this is just out of random. I just wanted to post about my resolution for the year:

- Earn more CASH.
- More happy family gatherings((:
- Dream Career goal.
- Less absenteeism rate for school xDD
- Score well for further studies (maybe)
- Family in good health
- Better sales = more money xDD

Oh well, i guess that's it for now. I'll check back again.

Back. Everything.

2009-12-19T11:03:00.000-08:00

[mood ~ bored]
[music ~ Inori no Uta, Savage Genius]
[icon ~ i forgot -.-"]

Yeah, i'm back. Actually, i'm always free. It's just that i'm too lazy to blog. That's all. Oh well. Shall post about the latest events and etc.

11th December, Friday
The class got treated to pizza hut after school. Went to do christmas preparation after that. I'm really lacking of sleep on that day so i didn't have any energy. We went to the arcade at night. Played. Got my energy and spirits up. Went drinking. Homed at 0100.

18th December, Friday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE((:
There's like a freaking whole lot of people. Her poly friends, former tuition people, happy family, stc clique. PJM organized it. Made her eat and drink some random stuff blindfolded. LAUGHS. They threw all kinds of flavoring on her - flour, her cake, orange juice, etc. The end result was that she smelled like chocolate cake - a very stinky one, that is. The funny thing was that when she chased after the rest for revenge with margarine and the brush xDD

19th December, Saturday
NP gathering. All the close friends came((: Too bad yoke shan wasn't there - yoke leng was like saying she skipping out on the gathering to watch anime, then tell me not to influence her xDD yoke shan reply with the message "JUST KEEP INFLUENCING ME." LAUGHS.

Oh well, drank vodka with alot of other things mixed in. PJM says it's rare for me to take a photo with theme - i said i'm probably drunk, that's why. Played circle of death. Seriously, it's quite fun - probably better than truth or dare. During midway of the game, someone called cizhen's phone - a prank call that's been over a month i heard. Then it's like PJM and minjia answered the call and made funny responses - MJ: you in mental hospital is it? PJM: Byebye. See you in hell. LOL. MJ was like saying the person is confirmed to be some indian guy. And so, after PJM's see you in hell, we continued with the game and drank alot.

I drank two cups before the game so i'm abit dizzy already. Initially, apple and cranberry juice was mixed in. It tasted like apple juice so i just finish it like water. Probably drank it too fast then got dizzy. Then drink green tea later on to clear my head though it got mixed with some vodka in the end -.-" cause kept on losing in the game. yoke leng kept using the excuse that she have to drive so she can't drink any alcohol though she drank a sip with chrysanthemum mixed. Thanks alot for driving us home((: overall, it's super fun((: Planning to meet next time again. Nice to see all my good old seniors and squadmates ;DD

Currently
Yeah, i'm blogging. Whatever. Will be working throughout the week cos'it's christmas!! I'm waiting for my package to arrive since everyone's presents are there((: it's something small since i'm quite broke this month. Probably will make it up on valentine - then again, it's chinese new year on that day. Darn it. Oh well, hope sales will be good throughout so more cash flow in for me xDD 3JS meeting out for sakae soon((:

Oh well, guess that's about it.

Hiatus.

2009-07-24T20:19:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ still like shit]
[music ~ Ame, Kawada Mami]
[icon ~ catharsistic]

I shall go under hiatus. Until everything calms down, that is. because everything's in a mess now.

Quiz.

2009-06-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ hectic, bored but busy]
[music ~ Circus, FictionJunction Yuuka]
[icon ~ catharsistic]

Yeah, kinda got tagged by waishi to do this. and it's kinda rare since i normally don't have friends who do quizzes.

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog. Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head, then answer the questions.

01. PJM
02. joyce
03. sherri
04. crystal
05. alicia
06. waishi xDD
07. eileen
08. wendy
09. cheeleng (i know she doesn't have a blog)
10. 大姐
11. 二姐
12. tricia
13. sherlyn
14. weishan (well, those who knows)

1. How did you get to meet 7? (eileen)
Current school.

02. What would you do if you and 13 never met? (sherlyn)
Not much. i don't really care. but she's a nice girl overall.

03. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (PJM & tricia)
NO WAY IN HELL. not especially these two. it's like LOL.

04. Have you ever seen 14 cry? (weishan)
I wish. i'm happy seeing her smile though.

05. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (crystal & 二姐)
I think they would be a perfect match - as friends that is. couple is out of the question.

06. Do you think 11 is attractive? (二姐)
Yeah, she's my 二姐 of course she's attractive - in many sense ;DD

07. What's 2's favourite colour? (joyce)
RED. this is definitely the correct answer. PJM & her often fight for this colour.

08. When was the last time you talked to 9? (cheeleng)
A week ago, back before school holidays.

09. What language does 8 speak? (wendy)
English & Chinese. and maybe some dialect?

10. Who is 13 going out with? (sherlyn)
Like hell i know.

11. What grade is 12 in? (tricia)
Same level as i am, yet different in various aspects.

12. Would you ever date with 10? (大姐)
Why not? As friends though. I like how she treats me like a sister((:

13. Where does 5 live? (alicia)
JE. Didn't complete it since it's confidential.

14. What's the best thing about 3? (sherri)
Sweet and thoughtful((:

15. What would you want to tell 10 now? (大姐)
大好き。

16. Whats the best thing about 8? (wendy)
A very comforting person to talk to - be it serious or nonsense xDD

17. Have you ever kissed 5? (alicia)
LOL. No way.

18. What was the best memory you have with 7? (eileen)
Not yet. Would have sooner or later.

19. When's the last time you seen 6? (waishi)
Just before school holidays.

20. How is 14 and 12 different? (weishan & tricia)
Seriously, i don't know. They're just different - i meant very different in lots of ways.

21. Is 6 pretty? (waishi)
pretty? CUTE. this word suits her better.

22. How did you meet 5? (alicia)
In grandparent's house.

23. Is 1 your best friend? (PJM)
One of them which is important to me.

24. Do you hate 12? (tricia)
No. I don't hate. It's such a bothersome thing to do. besides, she's a nice girl.

25. Have you seen 4 on the last month? (crystal)
Not last month. Yesterday ;DD

26. When was the last time you said to 3? (sherri)
i don't get the question. if it ask the last time i spoke to her, it's on the last month by phone.

27. Have you been to 5's house? (alicia)
Yeah. Really often when my computer crash.

28. When's the next time you gonna see 10? (大姐)
Sundays. We normally see each other on sundays.

29. Are you close to 13? (sherlyn)
No. Just normal friends.

30. Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? (crystal)
Oh. Never. Thanks for reminding. I'll date her soon for one.

31. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? (wendy)
No. A nice person to get along with.

32. Would you give 2 a hug? (joyce)
Yeah((: i would give 1-5 hugs plus 大姐 and 二姐.

33. When have you lied to 3? (sherri)
I don't lie. Except for the skipping school and playing sick part. LOL.

34. Is 1 good with socializing? (jiamin)
Yeah, she's like a social butterfly - just that she can't fly.

35. Do you know secrets about 9? (cheeleng)
No.

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. (tricia & weishan)
These two persons have no connection with each other. I never even talk to her before.

37. Best thing about your friendship with 9? (cheeleng)
Sweet girl.

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (tricia)
No way. Shouldn't 12 switch with 14? LOL.

40. Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? (weishan)
I think she's got several girlfriends but i'm ain't sure about the later.

41. Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? (jiamin)
Don't you meant pinch? She's got nice cheeks as well.

42. Has 2 met your mother? (joyce)
Maybe once or twice? Happy family came by once then just PJM and joyce came by the second time.

43. How did you get to meet 3? (sherri)
NPCC - my cca.

44. Did you ever physically hurt 3? (sherri)
No. Maybe an indirect one - i cause her to partner with wrong person which later cause her to capsize when kayaking.

45. Do you live close to 7? (eileen)
Need a while in MRT then a while in bus. Should be quite a while.

46. What's 8's favourite food? (wendy)
Alot. She's like a food critic.

47. What kind of car does 1 has? (PJM)
None. Maybe just her legs - if you get the joke.

48. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? (cheeleng)
Just around school area not very far away.

49. If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? (weishan)
We're strangers. How would i know.

Yeah, that's it i guess. It's rather long. Less than half would do this - cos' there's people who done this already, people who didn't notice or don't read my blog, people who don't bother. I'm actually those who don't bother. but i'm seriously am too free nowadays.

Well, i'll blog about these fews days soon. Maybe tomorrow or later.

All at once, again.

2009-06-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ lazy]
[music ~ Strength, Abingdon Boys School]
[icon ~ jaizea]

Okay. I'm being lazy again. Lazy to post entry by entry. I suppose i'll post them together since it'll be short one by one. So here goes.

10th June, Wednesday
Went to do YMCA flag selling. I realized nowadays, people don't have a single shred of compassion at all. I did my best smiling for people to donate though it was certainly a fake one. I stopped after i've completed a single page of it.

Celebrated Eileen's birthday later on. At Seoul Garden. Basically it's like steamboat plus meat grill. It's like what i had before at marina with happy family. Yeah, the meal was fulfilling. Sorry i decide to post this late xDD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN((:

11th June, Thursday
Had a headache since the previous night. and it simply won't go. I'm sure it isn't migraine - since it tackles randomly like a storm, a terrible thunderstorm. So, the whole day was like shit for me. Oh, except that i went Liang Court during the night which was like paradise xDD

12th June, Friday
Headache is still with me so i kind of skipped school - well, was rather fortunate since it seemed that there wasn't any lessons going on. Went to work later afternoon. It's such a huge relief that the boss's son came late and homed early. Sales wasn't bad for me that day - before he came, that was. Oh well, not his fault, i just don't really feel motivated with him around.

14th June, Sunday
Sales wasn't that good for me. Oh well, guess sunday's definitely a bad time for work. Went to the library at night. Regretted not paying my fines earlier. I should have paid earlier so i could borrow books again. Was immersed in books of logos, designing, animations. Oh, how i missed those times - while looking for books for my art referencing. Yeah, i definitely love those books by the RockPort Publishers. These are the books i'm definitely getting when i have the time, and the cash xDD
- Logo Design That Works
- Redesigning Identity
- Letterhead & Logo Design (i want the lastest one - they're numbered.)

15th June, Monday
Currently, early midnight
Ah. Decided to post an entry at last. Oh well. Going out later with jieyun in the afternoon - if she doesn''t back out, that is.

Ah. I'm running out of cash. Unable to do any online purchasing for this month - or so it seems. I've only managed to pay for the [YOU JUMP I JUMP 地下有老鼠！] fanbook i ordered previously. Apparently it will be sent on the late july - which is like wow, that's rather long. but oh well, i guess i've got one thing i'm looking forward to.

Oh well, i guess i'll stop here for now. Cos' it seems like i've ran out of words to type. So later~

One shot.

2009-06-07T08:15:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ dazed, bored]
[music ~ Parallel Hearts, FictionJunction]
[icon ~ catharsistic]

Yup, everything at one shot again. Cos' i'm too lazy.

3rd June, Wednesday
Went for meeting, etc. It was rather okay. but this is not the point. I finally made up my mind getting a new mp3((: The Creative ZEN Mosaic version. gray. Yeah, finally able to load my huge music database inside though not all. Plus pictures, videos((:

5th June, Friday
An extremely BORED & SILENT day. Yeah, first time working together with the boss' son - and he's awfully quiet. and i've no idea what other topics to interact with him. so we just kept quiet. and worst of all, there was a lack of customers so basically we just stood on our spot - rotting away.

Gosh, i still have to work with him every fridays until his holidays are over X| i'm so dead.

7th June, Sunday
Work's like shit. No customer - no sales for me today. So that's a ZERO for me. 大姐 got me the crocodile keychain xDD i said previously - two weeks ago that i wanted one too, she got one for me((: YAY. Out of my cousins, i respect and admire 大姐 the most, love to chat with 二姐 the most, clique best with alicia. The rest, we get along - like cindy, jieyun but sometimes it's kinda hard to talk o regina cos' she's really mature xDD

Oh. To one of my important person:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL CHIN((:
you promised me on a date xDD

Currently
Ah. I wanna buy more doujins - this time on athrunxcagalli. I haven't got an least one copy on them. All i got is KHR pairings xDD mostly dinoxhibari. Oh well, i've got my eyes on one in ebay but the price is too high - round up to US$20. Plus i have to pay shipping of around US$10. So total would be SG$50 i guess? Ah. Ebay sells at a higher price than jpqueen. but apparently, that particular book isn't available in jpqueen. I'll probably consider awhile before making any rash decisions around money matters. After all, my salary is like - decreasing in amount by every month due to no sales.

Oh well, i guess all i can do is wish for the best. Later~

Rants. Freya.

2009-06-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ sleepy]
[music ~ Dober Man, Kosaka Riyu]
[icon ~ catharsistic]

Tired. I feel rather sleepy now. Oh whatever. I'm suppose to study for BSE and it seem like i currently do not have the motivation and will to do it. LAUGHS. Probably would just take a brief look through it tomorrow.

Oh. I downloaded photoshop few days back. It wasn't PS 7.0 but CS2 - but oh well, as long it can be used, it's fine either way. but too bad, i can only download the trial version of it. Kinda sad huh, anyone kind enough to spare me PS7 full version? I saw the price of CS2 - it's like whoa. So expensive. It's around US$600-$700. Super costly. If it's SG$200-$300, i should be able to afford. Ah. Oh well.

Today's both bored yet fun. Bored during school cos' there's nothing much going on and i hadn't studied for BSE chapter 2 mock test, so screw that. I don't think i'll be studying for it now either - i rather much turn in early. Fun. Group project with freya is so fun xDD i hadn't thought about group projects being fun - since i always go solo. Often afraid i'll drag my mates down due to my frequent absence, last year. Oh well. We're not done yet but almost there. Hopefully it'll be successful.

Ah. I'm waiting for my salary. I wanna get a new mp3 - i love my current one which i used for 2years and so but my music database is rather huge that it can't contain all of it. and since i've got long trips to and fro school, i got to have music xDD i'm still pondering over which to get though.

Oh well, guess that's about it. Later~

Rants. Fun.

2009-05-29T09:47:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ blank]
[music ~ Again, YUI]
[icon ~ catharsistic]

Ah. Bored. I'm seriously bored. It seems that studies aren't as tedious as before so i have time for work. However, it seems that my work schedule is full of OFFs - apparently since business is so bad that it doesn't need two assistant around. Well, this will help they cut down their expenses - which is, my decrease in salary. Oh well, i guess it doesn't matter since there's totally no customers, we're just rotting away anyway.

I found some really interesting stuff through 大姐's blog - she's food crazed. There's many categories of stuff but what interest me the most is probably the creative and strange food. Really interesting, but some rather unappetizing.

I seriously would like to have this - imagine yourself eating with it xDD
yeah, i know there's plenty at the graveyard but at least this one's clean.

Creative coffee art((:

Fun grocery list - i would like to some some skill in that drawing and creativity xDD
right-click and select view image for original size.

Expressions of eggs - when they're about to be cooked.

There's plenty of other stuff as well - numerous vending machines in japan[drinks, food, cigarettes, beer, flowers, rice, porno] i wonder if they really purchase porno from the vending machine xDD and japan had alot of different drinks - salad drink, some fizzy drink(it's either pepsi or coca-cola, i forgot) flavored cucumber, kidsbeer(beer for kids - well, without any alcohol content). The website's here. You get to see it more from the site itself though.

Oh well, guess that's it for now. Later~

Active again. Rants.

2009-05-27T09:59:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ bored]
[music ~ Remember, High and Mighty Color]
[icon ~ jaizea]

Yup, i guess i'm back again. I didn't delete this blog since i figured that somehow or another i'll probably be back here again. I guess i'm blogging to kill time? Well, it's been really boring these days. Plus i'm really busy.

Oh well, i guess it's rather contradicting isn't it? I suppose school is fine - not much going on. I'm okay with my studies since the subjects aren't as many as before. The teachers are nice as well, the class is noisy, but all is good. I'm trying to kill the habit of skipping school so i won't have other unnecessary problems to add.

I kind of miss my happy family. Didn't see them for quite awhile. I suppose we'll probably meet up during June? Well, there's holidays so i guess it's fine to meet a least awhile. Ah. I also wanna earn more cash - hopefully my sales will improve. I have numerous stuff i wanna get - for myself and gifts((:

Oh well, i suppose i'll stop here for now. Later~

Rants. Chalet.

2008-08-09T07:14:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ sick]
[music ~ Kuroi Torikago, Kanon Wakeshima]
[icon ~ iconglomerate]

Hmm, went to Sherri's birthday chalet yesterday. We're still not done with her present though xDD hopefully she'll like it cos' i think it's kind of nice((: We stayed up all night without sleep. Well, except for jiamin taking a short nap. Watch Love Guru. I say, i don't understand half of the dirty jokes of the movie. Except the dirty jokes, the rest isn't that bad. I wanna watch Adventure to the center of the earth though.

~~Started~~Resume watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn! recently. I watched a few episodes before last year but apparently was busy to continue. Well, it's not as if i'm very free now either. but oh well. Bought 3 doujins - like finally i get them. All on Dino x Hibari((: I love this pairing - One's clumsy, one's harsh fighting maniac. All their TYL!selfs are so hot ;DD Can't wait to see dino though - he's still not out yet except for a few splash page.

Oh well, that's about it. Oh, and jiamin's a PART-TIME MONKEY xDD

Rants. Cashless.

2008-06-16T06:31:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ blah]
[music ~ The Afterglow of Gaia, Mizuki Nana]
[icon ~ rainsong_icons]

Ah. I'm broke. I spent too much money this month - on manga and magazines and food xDD Well, i don't regret what i buy though. Except that i probably bought it on a whim that's why my money's gone in a flash. LAUGHS. Oh well, i'll try to restraint myself for the next month cos' money's important for my studies. Well, not for studying but for my study area((:

Well, that's all for now. Later~

Rants.

2008-05-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ okay]
[music ~ Ash like Snow, The Brilliant Green]
[icon ~ catharsistic]

My finance is finally back((: Got no problems with money now. Somehow or another i was given extra cash since i was lacking it. LAUGHS. Oh well. No school tomorrow((: means extra sleep.

Went to the library in the evening and got some books on logos. Apparently i still owned the library money for late returns so i've got to pay back the loan in order to borrow the books. Ah heck. It was a total wreck. All my cards didn't have money in it so it was rather inconvenient for me. In the end, i bought a damn cashcard but didn't help much in my situation. I ended up going a long way back just to deposit cash in my card. but nevermind. Anyway, the cashcard is rather pretty((: with butterflies on as the design. but the 'cashcard' logo seem to just spoil it since the colours didn't match.

Oh well, that's all i suppose. Later~

Funfair. Anime. Drama.

2008-04-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ still like shit, busy]
[music ~ Destination Nowhere, Erika]
[icon ~ robotsex]

Didn't update for quite a while. Let's see. Many things happened yet there's none. I'll forget about the past and move on - i've got to.

So let's start with yesterday's event. There's funfair. The game by my class seems great. There's tons of customers. Lots of picking up to do - in the game helping and litters. LAUGHS. Jieyun came with her friend, chloe [i suppose] in the morning. They're too quiet. Her friend's shy. So it's kind of a serene atmosphere? Oh well, alicia came in the noon, after her mid-year paper. With four friends - can't remember all the names though. Dad came later. Left awhile. Was showing alicia [& friends] around, then saw someone really pretty [beautiful should be the word]. I have NO IDEA if the person's a girl or a guy. I just pass the person by. The front looks female. The hairstyle too. but The back looks like a guy. The figure is tall and skinny? or rather, silm. Sports wear i suppose, with jeans. With a group of people, with both guys and girls. So how am i suppose to tell the gender? LAUGHS. Oh well. ranting again. I saw someone pretty last year - a girl i don't know, after work. Really pretty. It seems that you can only set sights on someone pretty for once, and never again will you see them. So the thoughts gone.

Oh well, cramps today. ah. feels like shit. I suppose i won't be blogging awhile since i'm busy with LJ lately. My icons journal. New project themes - i'm glad the idea's accepted. Oh well. Got to update some of my other sites too - They've been too dead, not updated for a month at least.

Watched Nabari no Ou, Vampire Knight and Special A recently. Rather great. I'm not a great fan of VK and SA though. Nabari is because of Rokujou Miharu((: he's really too cute for words, multiple faces, a devil. LAUGHS.

Exhibition of Fireworks - watch it or not. A korean drama that i'm currently watching. It's rather different from how a normal korean drama suppose to be. The romance kind, the main character's innocent, supporting character evil - that kind. but this is different. The main character is the antagonist [the one who struggles] but the supporting character is like the protagonist [the leading one]. but that was initially. Later on it turn just the way is should. but the romance is moving slowly - too slow. Oh well, i'm not done with the series yet though. It's somehow surprising that i'm watching it even though it's kind of an angst series rather than comedy. Oh well, off to the fourteenth one.

Later, i guess.

All at once.

2008-04-04T09:14:00.000-07:00

[mood ~ like shit]
[music ~ Dirty, Nightmare]
[icon ~ catharsistic]

Yeah, all at a shot. Basically been busy these few days and never found time for updates. Everything is not going as planned - like the icon showed. So all at once now, yeah.

27th March, Thursday
Venice is really like Water 7 in One Piece. The surroundings are filled with water. It's basically a city on water. Well, it's the same case that water is rising every year and increased lately due to global warming. Ah, i've decided that would be the second country i would wanna visit. First is Japan((:

28th March, Friday
In the morning, 12am plus or so. I was pretty frustrated at certain matters. My clothes were unwashed, unable to prepare for attire, all of my things were in a mess. Well, i calmed down pretty much the next day though - added that i missed school. Oh well. At that time, it seems that the word - kuso [either damn it or shit] released most of my anger. I didn't used the word fuck as it didn't seem to fit my image, plus i didn't like that word at all - it sounds so crude after all.

31th March, Monday. 1st April, Tuesday
Yeah, during the night, i actually clicked on the LaLa Magazine Series Webpage and apparently, the May edition was out - plus there was a Drama CD was it. Best of all, Kaichou wa Maid-sama was in it((: I went to kino the next day, hoping to get the may edition - but didn't found it though. Sad huh. but i did came across something interesting((: A movie guidebook on Kurosagi and bought it. Oh well, i really hope that Kurosagi movie would be available on current location. Well, i suppose that have to wait. LAUGHS.

2nd April, Wednesday
NP's like shit, as usual. LAUGHS. Nothing much. Oh and,
HAPPY BRITHDAY ALICIA((:

4th April, Friday
Nothing much happened. Oh, my back HURTS like HELL. I had a relapsed the previous day. It wasn't with much pain though. but it was rather bad later on. and DAMN, it's still hurting now. Went kino again, after school and all. Went to get a magazine that got me attracted just by the cover((: Apparently, the cover illustration was by Eiki Eiki - no wonder i couldn't resist, the artist had really beautiful drawings and somewhat similar to Mikiyo Tsuda/ Taishi Zaou. The magazine header seems to be YuriHime. Well, the content wasn't much about yuri. it's somewhat pity that i bought it since the content wasn't fulfilling at all, but apparently i really LOVE the cover art((: Oh well, guess that's about all.

5th April, Saturday
Yeah, it's currently 12:39 AM and i'm still going on at it. Jiemin's flying early in the morning today. Oh well, that's a Bon Voyage for her i guess. Meeting a friend to study later on. Currently somewhat trying to catch up on my studies. I'm not really bothered by it, not stressed. In fact, i'm quite relaxed. LAUGHS. Oh well, i'll take it slowly. and another birthday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEYUN((:

NOW, at this moment
Yeah, i'm definitely wasting huge amount of money this month, and it only just begin. This really's a trouble. I'm barely left with half of my allowance since i've spent most of it on my interest [no regrets though]. and it totally sucks to pay so much for class funds and all. well, to be honest, paying for it has no advantage to me. There's no merit or whatsoever, so why am i still bothering with it? Oh well, don't feel like bothering with it at the moment. It just spoils the mood. Everything is so troublesome. I prefer to just go with the flow.

Later~ i guess.

Active. Rants. Lies.

2008-03-26T10:17:00.000-07:00

Oh well, it seems that i'm still awake now. It's currently 1:18 in the morning as i'm typing. LAUGHS. Just completed my history assignment not long ago. I started it at around twelve and ended at one. It took me an hour - i'm satisfied with it; i was surprised when i was so into the assignment and like enjoying it? but hmm. guess that's something new for me.

Yeah, it's rants now. Notice that i the titles i've entered are normally separated according to the different paragraphs? Ah. Yeah, notice the Japanese wordings at the right? It all actually mean something in accordance to the heading. Highlight the paragraphs till the end ad you'll probably notice something - titles and artists of the songs. Different paragraphs, different meaning. Some are rather depressing about reality. LAUGHS.

Lies. I had this friend - i'll not name it. The conversation:

M: Hey, what's your blog address?
F: I can't remember. I'll tell you later.
M: Okay.
M: [thoughts]it's strange that people cannot remember their own stuff.
M: Did someone else link you? [so i can search it]
S: No. I asked them not to. [seems to be keeping it as a secret]

Yeah, so it's like that. I asked the second time the same thing and got the same reply. and i just found her blog not long ago. With her name and email. With links of other people. With people linking her. Omoshirou ne? [Funny right?] I felt a bit ridiculous. but it's not like as if i believed her complete lie, i'm not THAT dumb. LAUGHS. Oh well, this isn't the first time. I do remember another thing happened this year - also a lie. Maybe it's her habit of lying. Or maybe it's just that she doesn't like me. but it's not as if i yearn for people to LIKE me - i don't deserve it anyway.

Oh well, stupid midnight rants. That's all i guess. Guess i'm off to bed. Oyasuminasa. [Goodnight.]

Rants. Hurts.

2008-03-26T07:05:00.000-07:00

Ah. School was fine today. except that i was getting late but managed to school on time. but it did cost me a price though - taxi fares. LAUGHS. Oh well.

My back is hurting like hell. I have no idea what's wrong with it though. It's been going on since the beginning of this month and i thought it would get better soon. but it didn't though. I'll probably see a doctor soon by this week if it gets worse.

NP's like shit. No doubt though. It would probably be much better if it closes down. but it can', unfortunately. Oh well, attendance is also .. well, low; really low. Ah. Taking promotion soon i guess. I suppose i only have probably less than 15% of passing. LAUGHS. I heard most of the people who took it came out crying - is most NOT all. I probably won't cry. but it doesn't mean i'll pass it either. I'm a straightforward person, with comments that are supposedly seemed cold. Oh well, that's what people often say about me. but probably during the test, the hypocrite side would probably show up - saying things that should be say but not meaning it. Ah, that's human nature after all. I probably would have that side as well. I didn't want to take the test initially. For pride's sake. LAUGHS. Reason is i don't wanna take it because i'll probably fail. but i took it anyway, reason because that's the only chance and time i had left. but i'll like it better that i never took the test rather than took it but failed. Failed - i don't really like the sound of it. Name and Pride -wise hurting. Guess i'll just face reality and accept my incapability.

Oh well, guess i'm done. Got to hurry and compete my history assignment soon. Hopefully i'll get to sleep early and dream.

Active once again.

2008-03-25T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yeah, i'm back. After two years. Petals- is back as a blog - for my rants and all. Oh well, just updated the layout. Simple and Plain. Changed the colours since i didn't like turquoise. Deleted most past entries. Except the pentadiary and schemes for it. It's a waste to remove it since i have no idea where it can be found again though.

Life's pretty much boring currently. Nothing's going on. My current anime watchlist is short. Well, i'm keeping it short so i have time. These days, i lack time a lot. Not money currently, and it's kinda ironic.

Yeah, i'll change the avatar every once and then since i can't settle down on one ;P I love this current avatar though - it has a mysterious feel to it. Yeah, i got curious of ichimaru gin's and matsumoto rangiku's past, but unfortunately still not revealed yet. Yeah, curiosity killed the cat. Ah, the curiosity i had on it turn to an obsession. Though gin's the villian. LAUGHS. Oh well, guess that's all for now.

Ja~